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This weekend is gonna be the shit, my p's are goin away, ill have my license, im spending it at fidos, we are gonna have some fun,
EIGHT BALLA'S THIS SUNDAY AGAINST TEAM FUCKIN ROBERTS
Coming down on the sidewalk
The rain didnt fall harder than i did for you
our time to shine, no wasting time
I'll go straight for the heart,
She'll drink that bottle and tear herself apart
i wish i woulda hit the ground harder,
i want the bruises to prove it
i want our hands to fit
i want our ways to change
i want no one to blame
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[28 Jan 2005|11:45pm] |
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Taylor you are a smart smart girl incase you didnt know that, thats an incredible idea so do it!
EIGHT BALLAS 3-0 WE GET OUR ROLL ONNNN
days fly swells rise
I LIKE COOKIES
...If you're gonna shake shake shake til the morning
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| I've never been so alone, and I've NEVER BEEN SO ALIVE |
[12 Jan 2005|09:50pm] |
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EIGHT BALLAS GET YO ROLL ON!!!!!
crazy eights thanks for the support
HUZAR WE LOVE YOU AND NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sledding is the shit,this weekend is gonna be the shit, oh yeah andddddddd
everythings going my way
WE'RE ALL A PART OF THE WORLD OF COURSE
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| I can fail before i ever try |
[12 Dec 2004|08:04pm] |
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I found out i *love* you, but it doesnt matter
umm yeah this friday me chris and the "s" are gonna have fun
If it happens, then it happens!!!! and thats all!!!
Cause this year will be different, i wont let you bring me down, cause ill empty another bottle and forget what happend...
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| school schoool school school |
[30 Nov 2004|05:10pm] |
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school sucks but im gonna try hard from now until the end of the semester.
call me gay but whatever im not as smart as you kids who get 3.0
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| im burning in so you wont even know me |
[25 Nov 2004|06:13pm] |
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its my one last shot at redemption
sooooooo thanks giving was fun just right now i dont know what to do cause im bored!! ahhhhhhh
HARRY POTTER WAS AMAZING
hermoine is prospering as usual. fido thinks hes with her but, eh i wont even get into that lol
our bball team is gonna dominate this year all those fuckin juniors who think they will beat us well they're wrong lol
COUGAR CRAZIES ARE BACK!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow call me to do something
im beggin you to be my escape:\
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| im screaming out loud for you |
[23 Nov 2004|01:00pm] |
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wow this past week has gone by really fast and i love it....
im tired cuase some loser keeps me on the phone til one!!!!
schools actually not too bad...
Sunny with a high of 75 since you tok my heavy heart and made it light!:)
funny how you find to enjoy your life when youre happy to be alive
late night phone cals til one...
love you
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| im still waiting, waiting for you to be the one im waiting for |
[18 Nov 2004|01:22pm] |
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schools soo boringgggg, THE OC TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!god i cant wait!!!!!i wish i could watch it with you...
this weekend should be good, my brothers coming home tuesday!!!! I get to sleep in tomorrow! no more baseball at 600!!!
im scared for the sake of me, and knowing what it could mean
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| well obviously you were busy, too busy for me |
[17 Nov 2004|09:05pm] |
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baseballs early, enough said
hahahahahha sto yer crazy lol but yeah this week is soooo boring but whatev
ihopethesunsoutinnewyork
im bored everyday after school so someone call me or soemthing idk just a though not like it will follow through, but yeah i love not having to have people to fall back on!!!
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[09 Nov 2004|09:10pm] |
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your lies fall all around me, i cant see through them they are too thick, its blocking my view of who everyone else is. the truth is a transparent peice of glass that makes a clearer view of something you've never seen. I've yet to see that cause this glass is so thick...
1-get out of here
2-tell me why
3-Whats a lie when you knew i would find out?
4-hly?wlym?
5- turn your back, pace towards the door, dont look in my eyes ever again
so this weekend will be fun lots of cards!!! the only friends i have
we never started, we just ended
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[27 Oct 2004|06:30pm] |
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SHUPT UP BITCH! |
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my mistakes come back to haunt me, we're so perfect we're so right for eacother, but we're so wrong we're soo wrong...the one i lost the one i let slip away... there goes my life.
You're wanted but im not trusted. this life i lead is to wrong. every story i hear its always me. everything would be right if i could just stop thinking about one thing for once-MYSELF-
school was boring, im tired
MY STUPIDITY HAS AN INTELLIGENT ROOT!!!
i got kicked out of the library today how gay are those fuckin russians?!?!?! damn i hate them but yeah tomorrow i have a haircut!
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| im so not letting that happen |
[26 Oct 2004|08:52pm] |
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yea i worked out today for like the first time in a year, but yeah im so not in a good mood buttt im not gonna let it get to me cause im that cool doods
so tomorrow will be fun NATE IS A COOL GUY
im gonna be sore tomorrow yay! yeah no
im getting a D in math and im gonna be grounded!!awesome dood
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| jack and diane painted a picture of my life in my dreams |
[25 Oct 2004|06:53pm] |
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i go back to the loss of a real good friend and then TEN summers i shared with them
schools fun i might have an A in spanish so then i would be on the B honor roll which is a veryyy good thing for me, so yeah sarah is soooooooooo cool cause she burned me Kenny Chesney and its goooood
my brothers roomates are the coolest kids i have ever met seriously i wish my friends were like that..
youre everything i want youre everything i need another chance another chance one more second chance thats all.....
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[20 Oct 2004|07:29pm] |
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another.....
another .....
another chance...
his smiles your rope so wrap it tight around your throat
simple regrets lead to complicated begginnings, a blame for what an old love did....
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| Hey there love lets get to catching up |
[16 Oct 2004|03:16am] |
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So yeah we havent talked in a while i wanna talk to you!!!! lol thats sooooo cool im bored and i jsut watched shade and its effin amazing new favortie movie, its amazing the tricks they pull, but yeah i really and im hoping for the best but im not so sure anymore....
what does that mean?
repittion leaves an impression
YOU AND ME LIKE ONE HEARTBEAT
i need to hear you
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| end it now, credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart, the one that got away |
[12 Oct 2004|07:28pm] |
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ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Jeffery Phillip Wuestenfeld
Age:: 15
Height:: 6 1
Natural hair color:: blondish
color:: green
Number of siblings::2
glasses/contacts?:: nope
Piercings:: no
Tattoos:: no
Braces?::noooooo
FAVORITE
Color:: green
Band:: the starting line
Song:: Suprise, Suprise...The places that you've come to fear the most...Hello Houston....I go Back
Stuffed animal:: oh yeah about that......no
Video game:: Tiger Woods 2005
TV show:: The OC
Movie::Office space....and many more
Book:: Harry Potter lol
Food::
Game on a cell phone:: bowling
CD cover:: Motion City/Matchbook Romance's CD
Flower:: -rose?
Scent:: french vanilla
Animal:: monkey
Comic book:: yeah im not so sure
Cereal:: CAPNCRUNCH
Website::
Cartoon:: simpsons, family guy, south park
DO YOU
Play an instrument?::....no
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: nope
Like to sing?:: when im alone...no i hate singing
Have a job?:: soon
Have a cell phone?:: yeah call me!
Like to play sports?:: yeas
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Im gay with henkes brother
Have a crush on someone?:: if you will
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?:: yes
Have more than 5 TV’s in your house?:: yeah
Have any special talents/skills?:: no im not cool
Exercise daily?:: ehh i try
Like school?:: occasionally
CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: nope
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yea
Speak any other languages?::American spanish
Go a day without food?::no
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yeah
Read music, not just tabs?::in a way
Roll your tongue?:: yeah
Eat a whole pizza?:: kinda
HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yes
Cried to get out of trouble?:: if you havent then your stupid!
Gotten lost in your city?:: no
Seen a shooting star?:: yea
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: all around Euprope
Had a serious surgery?:: kidna
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no i dont steal
Solved a rubiks cube?:: im dumb!
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: could have
Cried over a girl?:: hmmmm
Cried over a boy?:: yeah one day henke told me that he wanted us to have sex then he took it out and i couldnt do it so i cried
Kissed a random stranger?:: .....
Hugged a random stranger?:: yea
Been in a fist fight?:: kinda
Been arrested?:: close
Done drugs?:: no
Had alcohol?:: in a way
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: come on who hasnt
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?::yes
Been to warped tour?:: yes
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yea lol tesnow
Been in love?:: the one that got away...
Been close to love?:: yeah
Been to a casino?:: yeah
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no
Broken a bone?:: no
Gotten stitches?:: yeah
Had a water balloon fight in winter?:: yeah
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?::yea
Bitten someone?:: yes!
Been to Disneyland Disneyworld?:: no
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to Niagara falls?:: yes
Burped in someone’s face?:: yes
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes
WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: 8th period
Saw a movie in theaters:: a long time ago
Read a book:: umm a week ago for my speech
Had a snow day:: cant remmeber
Had a party:: im a social outcast
Had a slumber party:: staurday
Made fun of someone:: i make fun of rosen everyday cause hes gay
Tripped in front of someone:: dont think so
Went to the grocery store:: no?
Got sick:: a while ago
Cursed:: today
PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion::yeah taht one!
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets::blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: stomach
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/Mexican food:: chinese
Summer/winter:: SPRING
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: girl
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/French fries:: french toast
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: swimming pool
Hugs/kisses:: kiss
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
p33n/bewbz:: <----
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: Emo
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: dc
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: winter
Spring/autumn:: thats a hard one id have to say both
Clouds/clear sky:: CLOUDS
Moon/mars:: moon
FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: none
What are their names?:: ^
Do you have a best friend?:: yeah!!!!
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: guys cause girls hate me
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yeah
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend? yes
What’s an inside joke between you and a friend?:: just get the god damn job done lol
Have you ever gotten in a big argument with a friend? yea
What’s the nicest thing you’ve ever done for a friend?:: idk
What’s the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: idk.
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: nto really
What friend have you known the longest?:: TIM andKJ
Do you regret anything you’ve done to a friend?:: yea
If so, what is it?:: saying things to them?
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: why would i be with people i dont like?
Do any of your friends drive?:: yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
What’s the dumbest thing you’ve done with a friend?:: ran outside while there was a soccer practice going on, without a shirt and a hamper on the head and spray cheese all over the chest
What do you think your friends think of you?:: im lazy and im gay
LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: contemplating
If you have, with who?:: she knows and a lot of people know who it might have been
Are you single? yes
Are you in a relationship?::????????
If so, for how long?::
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: in a way
What is your idea of the best date?:: beach at night
Do you think love is a load of shit?could be
WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: feet
Hat:: head
Hard:: my guns lol jk jk
Free:: a baby
Space::stars
Taste:: fresh chocolate chip cookies
Good charlotte:: gay?
Red:: heart
Deep:: eyes
Heart:: you
Cord:: plug
Cheese::ME
Rain:: you and me
Work:: shit
Pedal::pond
Head::hair
Bed:: SLEEP
Fluff:: marshmellows
Hardcore:: music
Race:: win
Knife:: in your heart
Jump:: high
I....
am:: not cool
want:: you
need:: you
crave:: pies
love:: not you
hate:: you
did:: wish i made different choices
feel:: end it now credits rolling
miss:: her
am annoyed by:: rosen
would rather:: be with you
am tired of:: love
will always:: know how to make your make up run
What is your favorite genre of music?:: emo
What time is it now?:: 8:10
What day is it?:: tuesday
When’s the last time you called someone?:: an hour ago
How much money do you have right now?:: 8
Are you hungry?:: not really
Whatcha doin? listening to hawthorne heights
Do you like parades?:: no
Do you like the moon?:: yeah?
What are you going to do when you’re done with this?:: think of how gay i am
Isn’t cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: no limit is
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: turn back the clock
Have you ever had a picnic?:: no
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: no
What about sock em boppers?:: no
Are you wearing any socks right now?::yes
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny? no
pretty?:: no but i think you are
sarcastic?:: yes
lazy?:: yeahhhhhhhh
hyper?:: no
friendly? no not preferably
evil? in a way
smart?:: no
strong? a aha aha no
talented? no
dorky? sure?
ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or don’t know)
high:: anyone at dmb concert
skip:: rosen( i never say hes over when he is)
dance:: sto mike and kj and fido lol
lonely:: joey cuase he doesnt accept me for who i am lol
pen:: penny!
flower::i cant remember her name
window:: her cause i can see right through her
psycho:: my math teacher
brain freeze:: shit whats his face?
orange:: joey
sassy:: joey
jelly:: johnson
FOR OR AGAINST F or A
suicide:: a
on impulse:f
love:: F
drunk drivers:: a
airplanes:: a
war:: a
Canada::a
United States::sure
rock music:: f
gay marriage:: dc it doesnt effect me
school:: a
surveys:: A
parents:: f
cars:: f
killing::a
Britney spears:: F
coffee:: f
pants:: F
WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: NO
Play strip poker?:: if you want too no im kidding
Run away?:: yea
Curse at a teacher?:: depends on the situation
Not take a shower for a week?:: yea
Ask someone out?:: yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: yes
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yeah probably not
Go scuba diving?:: sire
Write a book?:: no
Become a rock star?:: ha
Have casual sex?:: no
LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: pantiene pro-v?
When's the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: dont know
What kind of computer do you have?:: compaq
What grade are you in?:: 1oth
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yea sure
Or just make out?::no
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 4
How many CD’s do you have?:: like more than 50
What time is it now?::811
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| I still dont know where to begin ill just leave it at this.... |
[12 Oct 2004|12:59pm] |
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I still dont know where to begin ill just leave it at this |
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im in computer literacy and yeah i miss you do you miss me too?
i cant afford to make another mistake like you, yeah so theres this thing bothering me but its cool
so this weekend was pretty fun lol me and henke had some good times at his house with ben playing tennis lol.
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