Get your ass up cause your in no hurry...

This is it, and this time I'm through

2005-02-22T02:03:09Z

THIS IS MY LAST UPDATE

"It's on"

2005-02-09T00:05:54Z

This weekend is gonna be the shit, my p's are goin away, ill have my license, im spending it at fidos, we are gonna have some fun,

EIGHT BALLA'S THIS SUNDAY AGAINST TEAM FUCKIN ROBERTS

Coming down on the sidewalk
The rain didnt fall harder than i did for you
our time to shine, no wasting time
I'll go straight for the heart,
She'll drink that bottle and tear herself apart

i wish i woulda hit the ground harder,
i want the bruises to prove it
i want our hands to fit
i want our ways to change
i want no one to blame

I'm gonna hold hold open my eyelids.....

2005-01-29T05:49:01Z

Taylor you are a smart smart girl incase you didnt know that, thats an incredible idea so do it!

EIGHT BALLAS 3-0 WE GET OUR ROLL ONNNN

days fly swells rise

I LIKE COOKIES

...If you're gonna shake shake shake til the morning

I've never been so alone, and I've NEVER BEEN SO ALIVE

2005-01-13T03:53:25Z

EIGHT BALLAS GET YO ROLL ON!!!!!
crazy eights thanks for the support
HUZAR WE LOVE YOU AND NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sledding is the shit,this weekend is gonna be the shit, oh yeah andddddddd
everythings going my way

WE'RE ALL A PART OF THE WORLD OF COURSE

Tell me what i have to do tonight, cause id do anything to make this right

2004-12-18T08:12:19Z

i got grounded today, i cant play cards till christmas, and im tired and im yeah

enough said.

I can fail before i ever try

2004-12-13T02:11:12Z

I found out i *love* you, but it doesnt matter

umm yeah this friday me chris and the "s" are gonna have fun

If it happens, then it happens!!!! and thats all!!!

Cause this year will be different, i wont let you bring me down, cause ill empty another bottle and forget what happend...

school schoool school school

2004-11-30T23:13:22Z

school sucks but im gonna try hard from now until the end of the semester.
call me gay but whatever im not as smart as you kids who get 3.0

im burning in so you wont even know me

2004-11-26T00:16:32Z

its my one last shot at redemption

sooooooo thanks giving was fun just right now i dont know what to do cause im bored!! ahhhhhhh

HARRY POTTER WAS AMAZING
hermoine is prospering as usual. fido thinks hes with her but, eh i wont even get into that lol
our bball team is gonna dominate this year all those fuckin juniors who think they will beat us well they're wrong lol
COUGAR CRAZIES ARE BACK!!!!!!!!!!
tomorrow call me to do something

im beggin you to be my escape:\

im screaming out loud for you

2004-11-23T19:16:34Z

wow this past week has gone by really fast and i love it....
im tired cuase some loser keeps me on the phone til one!!!!
schools actually not too bad...

Sunny with a high of 75 since you tok my heavy heart and made it light!:)
funny how you find to enjoy your life when youre happy to be alive

late night phone cals til one...
love you

im still waiting, waiting for you to be the one im waiting for

2004-11-18T19:30:25Z

schools soo boringgggg, THE OC TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!god i cant wait!!!!!i wish i could watch it with you...

this weekend should be good, my brothers coming home tuesday!!!! I get to sleep in tomorrow! no more baseball at 600!!!
im scared for the sake of me, and knowing what it could mean

well obviously you were busy, too busy for me

2004-11-18T03:07:13Z

baseballs early, enough said

hahahahahha sto yer crazy lol but yeah this week is soooo boring but whatev

ihopethesunsoutinnewyork

im bored everyday after school so someone call me or soemthing idk just a though not like it will follow through, but yeah i love not having to have people to fall back on!!!

imnotonlyone @ 2004-11-09T21:10:00

2004-11-10T03:13:45Z

your lies fall all around me, i cant see through them they are too thick, its blocking my view of who everyone else is. the truth is a transparent peice of glass that makes a clearer view of something you've never seen. I've yet to see that cause this glass is so thick...

1-get out of here
2-tell me why
3-Whats a lie when you knew i would find out?
4-hly?wlym?
5- turn your back, pace towards the door, dont look in my eyes ever again

so this weekend will be fun lots of cards!!! the only friends i have

we never started, we just ended

hey there love lets get to catching up.

2004-11-07T05:51:09Z

hmmmmmm where to start? no where cause nothing ever started

imnotonlyone @ 2004-10-27T18:30:00

2004-10-27T23:36:11Z

my mistakes come back to haunt me, we're so perfect we're so right for eacother, but we're so wrong we're soo wrong...the one i lost the one i let slip away... there goes my life.
You're wanted but im not trusted. this life i lead is to wrong. every story i hear its always me. everything would be right if i could just stop thinking about one thing for once-MYSELF-

school was boring, im tired
MY STUPIDITY HAS AN INTELLIGENT ROOT!!!
i got kicked out of the library today how gay are those fuckin russians?!?!?! damn i hate them but yeah tomorrow i have a haircut!

im so not letting that happen

2004-10-27T01:53:25Z

yea i worked out today for like the first time in a year, but yeah im so not in a good mood buttt im not gonna let it get to me cause im that cool doods
so tomorrow will be fun NATE IS A COOL GUY
im gonna be sore tomorrow yay! yeah no
im getting a D in math and im gonna be grounded!!awesome dood

jack and diane painted a picture of my life in my dreams

2004-10-26T00:24:40Z

i go back to the loss of a real good friend and then TEN summers i shared with them

schools fun i might have an A in spanish so then i would be on the B honor roll which is a veryyy good thing for me, so yeah sarah is soooooooooo cool cause she burned me Kenny Chesney and its goooood
my brothers roomates are the coolest kids i have ever met seriously i wish my friends were like that..
youre everything i want youre everything i need another chance another chance one more second chance thats all.....

imnotonlyone @ 2004-10-20T19:29:00

2004-10-21T00:32:32Z

another.....
another .....
another chance...

his smiles your rope so wrap it tight around your throat

simple regrets lead to complicated begginnings, a blame for what an old love did....

Hey there love lets get to catching up

2004-10-16T08:20:24Z

So yeah we havent talked in a while i wanna talk to you!!!! lol thats sooooo cool im bored and i jsut watched shade and its effin amazing new favortie movie, its amazing the tricks they pull, but yeah i really and im hoping for the best but im not so sure anymore....

what does that mean?

repittion leaves an impression

YOU AND ME LIKE ONE HEARTBEAT

i need to hear you

end it now, credits rolling, the girl who stole my heart, the one that got away

2004-10-13T01:24:47Z

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Jeffery Phillip Wuestenfeld
Age:: 15
Height:: 6 1
Natural hair color:: blondish
color:: green
Number of siblings::2

glasses/contacts?:: nope

Piercings:: no
Tattoos:: no
Braces?::noooooo

FAVORITE
Color:: green
Band:: the starting line
Song:: Suprise, Suprise...The places that you've come to fear the most...Hello Houston....I go Back
Stuffed animal:: oh yeah about that......no
Video game:: Tiger Woods 2005
TV show:: The OC
Movie::Office space....and many more
Book:: Harry Potter lol
Food::
Game on a cell phone:: bowling
CD cover:: Motion City/Matchbook Romance's CD
Flower:: -rose?
Scent:: french vanilla
Animal:: monkey
Comic book:: yeah im not so sure
Cereal:: CAPNCRUNCH
Website::
Cartoon:: simpsons, family guy, south park

DO YOU
Play an instrument?::....no
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: nope
Like to sing?:: when im alone...no i hate singing
Have a job?:: soon
Have a cell phone?:: yeah call me!
Like to play sports?:: yeas
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: Im gay with henkes brother
Have a crush on someone?:: if you will
Live somewhere NOT in the United States?:: yes
Have more than 5 TV’s in your house?:: yeah
Have any special talents/skills?:: no im not cool
Exercise daily?:: ehh i try
Like school?:: occasionally

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: nope
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: yea
Speak any other languages?::American spanish
Go a day without food?::no
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yeah
Read music, not just tabs?::in a way
Roll your tongue?:: yeah
Eat a whole pizza?:: kinda

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yes
Cried to get out of trouble?:: if you havent then your stupid!
Gotten lost in your city?:: no
Seen a shooting star?:: yea
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: all around Euprope
Had a serious surgery?:: kidna
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no i dont steal
Solved a rubiks cube?:: im dumb!
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: could have
Cried over a girl?:: hmmmm
Cried over a boy?:: yeah one day henke told me that he wanted us to have sex then he took it out and i couldnt do it so i cried
Kissed a random stranger?:: .....
Hugged a random stranger?:: yea
Been in a fist fight?:: kinda
Been arrested?:: close
Done drugs?:: no
Had alcohol?:: in a way
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: no
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: come on who hasnt
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?::yes
Been to warped tour?:: yes
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yea lol tesnow
Been in love?:: the one that got away...
Been close to love?:: yeah
Been to a casino?:: yeah
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: no
Broken a bone?:: no
Gotten stitches?:: yeah
Had a water balloon fight in winter?:: yeah
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?::yea
Bitten someone?:: yes!
Been to Disneyland Disneyworld?:: no
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to Niagara falls?:: yes
Burped in someone’s face?:: yes
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: 8th period
Saw a movie in theaters:: a long time ago
Read a book:: umm a week ago for my speech
Had a snow day:: cant remmeber
Had a party:: im a social outcast
Had a slumber party:: staurday
Made fun of someone:: i make fun of rosen everyday cause hes gay
Tripped in front of someone:: dont think so
Went to the grocery store:: no?
Got sick:: a while ago

Cursed:: today

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: off
TV/movie:: movie
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion::yeah taht one!
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets::blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: stomach
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/Mexican food:: chinese
Summer/winter:: SPRING
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: girl
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/French fries:: french toast
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: swimming pool
Hugs/kisses:: kiss
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
p33n/bewbz:: <----
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: Emo
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: dc
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: winter
Spring/autumn:: thats a hard one id have to say both
Clouds/clear sky:: CLOUDS
Moon/mars:: moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: none
What are their names?:: ^
Do you have a best friend?:: yeah!!!!
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yes
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: guys cause girls hate me
Have you ever lost a friend?:: yeah
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend? yes
What’s an inside joke between you and a friend?:: just get the god damn job done lol
Have you ever gotten in a big argument with a friend? yea
What’s the nicest thing you’ve ever done for a friend?:: idk
What’s the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: idk.
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: nto really
What friend have you known the longest?:: TIM andKJ
Do you regret anything you’ve done to a friend?:: yea
If so, what is it?:: saying things to them?
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: why would i be with people i dont like?
Do any of your friends drive?:: yes
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
What’s the dumbest thing you’ve done with a friend?:: ran outside while there was a soccer practice going on, without a shirt and a hamper on the head and spray cheese all over the chest
What do you think your friends think of you?:: im lazy and im gay

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: contemplating
If you have, with who?:: she knows and a lot of people know who it might have been
Are you single? yes
Are you in a relationship?::????????
If so, for how long?::
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: in a way
What is your idea of the best date?:: beach at night
Do you think love is a load of shit?could be

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: feet
Hat:: head
Hard:: my guns lol jk jk
Free:: a baby
Space::stars
Taste:: fresh chocolate chip cookies
Good charlotte:: gay?
Red:: heart
Deep:: eyes
Heart:: you
Cord:: plug
Cheese::ME
Rain:: you and me
Work:: shit
Pedal::pond
Head::hair
Bed:: SLEEP
Fluff:: marshmellows
Hardcore:: music
Race:: win
Knife:: in your heart
Jump:: high

I....
am:: not cool
want:: you
need:: you
crave:: pies
love:: not you
hate:: you
did:: wish i made different choices
feel:: end it now credits rolling
miss:: her
am annoyed by:: rosen
would rather:: be with you
am tired of:: love
will always:: know how to make your make up run

What is your favorite genre of music?:: emo
What time is it now?:: 8:10
What day is it?:: tuesday
When’s the last time you called someone?:: an hour ago
How much money do you have right now?:: 8

Are you hungry?:: not really
Whatcha doin? listening to hawthorne heights
Do you like parades?:: no
Do you like the moon?:: yeah?
What are you going to do when you’re done with this?:: think of how gay i am
Isn’t cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: no limit is
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: turn back the clock
Have you ever had a picnic?:: no
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: no
What about sock em boppers?:: no
Are you wearing any socks right now?::yes

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny? no
pretty?:: no but i think you are
sarcastic?:: yes
lazy?:: yeahhhhhhhh
hyper?:: no
friendly? no not preferably
evil? in a way
smart?:: no
strong? a aha aha no
talented? no
dorky? sure?

ASSOCIATE THESE WORDS WITH SOMEONE YOU KNOW (or don’t know)
high:: anyone at dmb concert

skip:: rosen( i never say hes over when he is)
dance:: sto mike and kj and fido lol
lonely:: joey cuase he doesnt accept me for who i am lol
pen:: penny!
flower::i cant remember her name
window:: her cause i can see right through her
psycho:: my math teacher
brain freeze:: shit whats his face?
orange:: joey
sassy:: joey
jelly:: johnson

FOR OR AGAINST F or A
suicide:: a

on impulse:f
love:: F
drunk drivers:: a
airplanes:: a
war:: a
Canada::a
United States::sure
rock music:: f
gay marriage:: dc it doesnt effect me
school:: a
surveys:: A
parents:: f
cars:: f
killing::a
Britney spears:: F
coffee:: f
pants:: F

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: NO
Play strip poker?:: if you want too no im kidding
Run away?:: yea
Curse at a teacher?:: depends on the situation
Not take a shower for a week?:: yea
Ask someone out?:: yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: yes
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yeah probably not
Go scuba diving?:: sire
Write a book?:: no
Become a rock star?:: ha
Have casual sex?:: no

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: pantiene pro-v?
When's the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: dont know

What kind of computer do you have?:: compaq
What grade are you in?:: 1oth
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yea sure
Or just make out?::no
How many posters do you have in your room?:: 4
How many CD’s do you have?:: like more than 50
What time is it now?::811

I still dont know where to begin ill just leave it at this....

2004-10-12T18:11:18Z

im in computer literacy and yeah i miss you do you miss me too?

i cant afford to make another mistake like you, yeah so theres this thing bothering me but its cool

so this weekend was pretty fun lol me and henke had some good times at his house with ben playing tennis lol.

hey there love, lets get to catching up

2004-10-08T02:31:57Z

my heart was racing like a sprinter, and tripped and fell

come back come back come back

god i wish i didnt do that!!!!!!
i think sometimes i make the wrong descisions
can you help me?

I DONT WANT YOU TO LOVE ME ANYMORE

i just dont know what it was
im gonna tie ourselves up like we just got married

so get your ass up cause youre in no hurry like i am now

the next part is the hardest

imnotonlyone @ 2004-10-06T21:45:00

2004-10-07T02:47:29Z

YOURE A LUSH

i love the kind of regret that regrets what you wanted and still want but you got away from it because a stupid mistake!

im still here

im feelin this

2004-10-07T01:33:28Z

this place was never the same again after you came and went how could you say you meant anything different to anyone standing alone on the street with a cigarette on the first night we met

schools sooooooooo long golf is fun
some thing arent going right but thats not my choice

you and me could be *perfect* but yeah

i saw you again, i think you used me again

FATE FELL SHORT THIS TIME

i saw you again, i know you fucked him again

time is winding but we're both hiding from whatever we'll become

2004-10-05T22:48:36Z

rain beats down on my windshield as i fall down for you

the rain cant fall hard enough to show how hard i fall for you

golfs almost over!!!!! i feel cool cause i get to miss school on Nov 3 for a leadership conference thing its sweet...schools gay im not smart but i try
i dont really have that many friends i mean i talk to a lot of people but i have like 5 friends its kinda cool

a dad and his son are driving down a road, they get in a car crash, they get taken to two different hospitals, as the boy arrives in the operation room the Dr. says "i cant operate on this boy hes my son" how is that possible???
ill givve you a buck if you figure it out

and you know its not so easy when you're all alone, i wonder if im alone in your head

2004-10-02T20:44:24Z

i love summer!

im selfish

in the summertime when the weather is fine do de do do do de de de de de

im wrong

yeah so today was pretty boring which is why im updating cause im a loser im dumb and i dont do my homework and my parents think im like failing my classes and i got a lecture today because i got bad comments on my mid term
life goes on i guess

all i ever wanted was love and love and happy afternoons

i love the early november